i think this time might be the end,i told no one,but i want to tell so i will feel more easy.but if i tell u that will just make u more stress,u are always stress by many things,i say abit only n u stress ald. i though this kind of things will never happen to me,but i was wrong.i was even so proud to say this wont happen to me!!but......it happen,eventually.
stupid question ask to me in the morning n evening,i'm ald think something is amiss.
really there is,haha,clever me,n stupid me.i prevent this,but not that.i'm really lousy,i know this kind of shit will happen,so i ald trying to prevent this,but it still happen.WHY?
no one will understand..even u ,u will just think that i a crazy guy who stress u too much n don think about your feeling,but thats all for your own good.i've once tell u to tell me who msged u,but u choose not to tell me cuz i will just make u lose 1 friend,thats wat u think,so i'm the bad guy.but when i try to be the good guy by not asking u that much.SHIT happen LIKE THIS!!i don stop,its carry on,when it carry on,u will fall for someone n i'm the victim.
to you,i'm just not as good looking,fit,too tall or short,too old for you,nothing u will see in..i donno why u will still spend your time with me for so long,
i'm really confused.
den now u everyday olso so sian,i try to not think about it or ask u anything,but u just seems so sian,donno wat u thinking,olso don wan tell,donno donno,ask anything olso donno.I"M YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND!DONNO IF U TREAT ME AS YOUR BF ANOT!!haha..good life for me.!

DEAD!!!!! everything for me is just so dead..sighhh